Ever since I started this job, I've noticed I've been getting plenty more bone and muscle soreness. It's hard to pinpoint what could be the culprit. There's a stark contrast of how my life has become compared to the beginning of this year. I have this planner that list the weeks of the year. This is the 14th week, and I must be fatter, as my mother told me. Although, I no longer watch the scale. It makes me anxious. Clothes still fit the same.

And I sat down,
Said, "I don't want to suffer"
But she told me
She had nothing to offer
No more