Yesterday, had lunch with accounting. Got to know more about the coworkers. Went to the same Mexican drinking place again with Marianne and her college friend after work. Watched Hunger Games again.
They and the alcohol convinced me into joining a run. I've never trained for anything before. Perhaps, this will center me. Centering that can be transferred to other parts of my life. I wonder if I will turn into those people that buy self-help books.
Had a conversation about sex, the rarity of vaginal orgasms. And of course there's that old friend regret again. That's all he was good at.
Headed uphill to the cafe in Hillcrest. It was late and I was getting sleepy. And when I look back to this, it is lonesome. I begged to be with them that night to wash Kate's negativity from me. There's always that lingering emptiness.
Went to clean the studio. Looked over the garden. Ate a whole lot to compensate for all the movement. Taking a short nap before going out for the night. I would like to hang out more with Marianne. I think I will actively seek Ariana's company just to observe her.
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